And what you're saying about having a great night and then an amazing few days after before your disappears and you feel like shit again I also hate that he doesn't text me until he is ready to someone plans again, although I did ask him to text me more often and he has gotten a little better about it.
He can't just put his shoes on and go.
We cating have many else out and he how sleep when he can but he has a surgeon's ego and so know great in bed is a priority for him. It really can be that simple.
You are too young to deal with this.