In the meantime, she will probably view you as being less than a Mormon man who is a faithful priesthood holder. You will be surrounded by single women, many of whom are probably interested in dating and marrying a Mormon, so take advantage.
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I do wonder if you ask this blog just to get supporting advice. I'm going to disagree with what some of the people have said. My dad was in the bishopric for most of my childhood, and I was never the person you describe here.